“I’m not a bar of soap
to be packaged and displayed on a shelf.
I am an artist.
I do artist things.
I paint, write, dream, and I play.
I philosophize,
and yet I am not a philosopher.
My brain is forever starving.
I don’t use one instrument,
one color,
one style,
one shape—
or a set of shapes.
I can never be one thing
because I am all things
and nothing.
I am not marketable.
I am made of every atom in the universe.
I love things.
I hate things.
I paint sunflowers.
I am not a sunflower painter.
I am an actress
—when I need to pretend I’m not afraid.
I write poetry.
I am not a poet.
I paint portraits—
yet I am not a portrait painter.
Or a landscape painter,
although I paint those, too.
I get frustrated and angry.
I eat chicken sandwiches and BLTs.
I feel joy at the light of the moon.
And I die in the dark.
Tomorrow I will be different,
and yet still the same.
I am all of the nothing of everything.
I am an artist.”
— Kimberly Scott